Found Myself

I found myself replaying life's game of musical chairs the last few days. I found myself searching the diabolical timestamp disillusioned by the clanging of wind chimes outside my window. I wanted to understand the peak of existence. I wanted to understand the peak of existence. I WANTED TO UNDERSTAND THE PEAK OF EXISTENCE. What does that even mean?

Epiphany

I've been seeking so long for who I was. Only to come to the realization that it was He who gave me the private, lonely, personal illumination, revelation, of ecstasy in my hierarchy of needs. It was in the moment of trusted situations of life that revealed itself that I/She deserves more. It was this moment when she understood- IT IS OK TO EXIST FOR ME.